Enjoyment

A few days ago, it occurred to me,
Another month had passed since you sent that text.
The one that blew my mind, blew the barn doors open.
Still in shock a bit, over here.
I've known I needed a response to it, more than just… trying to maximize your enjoyment.
To let you know: I enjoy you, too.
To clarify things for you, the way you clarified them for me.
I'm not the best at this game… I've never played.
Not that I think you have, either. I expect it's all new to you, too.
Going to need to move more quickly, though.
Improve my reaction time. You're clever, I've always suspected.
Now I know.
And I can't bear the thought of losing you before I even had you.
That's not to say I've done nothing.
Remember that video I posted? If you wondered if it was for you, it was.
Enough ambiguity there, though, to not match your text.
Enough room for you to doubt. I don't want you to doubt.
Know that I'm in this.
I want you… I want you
So bad it's driving me mad.
So please be patient, and stop screwing up my plan!
I know you didn't mean to, you don't even know it existed.
Now I have to come up with a new one, though.
Gonna need some thought… but, I promise, not two more months worth!